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When the wind blows

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The pressure inside the client room seemed insanely intense. Sweaty palms, nervous voices, scratchy heads filled the room. Which was obvious - five years, millions of dollars later, the core banking system of the client was in an absolute mess, the future bleak, with even a good chance of the regulator snatching away its licence. What was not obvious was, why I felt so oblivious and far removed from all this hullabaloo. I knew why - and I turned my head to look outside at that muse of mine, standing far away on the hilly horizons - wind in her hair, she was looking up into the clear blue skies peacefully, while dancing slowly to the windy whistle of Wellington. On her own, she conquered all of the eastern skies and kept reminding me I should have been outside on the jade green hills with her, instead of being jaded inside with the ennui of costs and bills.  Muse indeed, for the white windmill seemed to move timelessly in a slow-motion haze, drifting me to a different universe - In ...

Pensive, as the river flows

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  I The kas blooms sway, The winds stirs,  And always, it is the heart that sighs... There I was, standing on the sandy banks of the Gomti river - classes and kebabs all taken a backseat - brooding with a tinge of melancholy as I stared silently at the swaying kas flowers that grew in abundance by the riverside, welcoming autumn. A semester crammed with exams, projects and submissions had passed by in a jiffy in Lucknow, and it was not until that moment that I realised that soon, it would be Durga Puja time back home in Bengal. It was my first year ever, outside home - obvious then, that I was being washed with waves of nostalgia and homesickness. But more than the melancholy that day, there was a sense of familiarity - here in this faraway land, there seemed an invisible thread that connected me to my homeland through the kas cornucopia that thrived on the river. It was a strange kind of love that can only be explained when you are so desiccated that you are happy to grasp at...

All the songs you never wrote

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All the songs you never wrote Fill a raindrop in the eye, What you wrote, rises like a n’orwester  A smile upon a summer sky For your works are sealed in golden words That even time cannot forget, The notes transcend these mortal souls Beyond banal love and hate But more than all the moving words, A grander gift you’ve sown You have inspired souls with that urge to write - Each now, an artist on his own That melancholy in subtle grace Has countered endless tears, In the darkest night, your verses strong Has helped conquer those fears And many have picked, in that wake The quill of written dreams Wrapping griefs and joys of life In countless paper reams  An autumn line has sparked a book, A single word - a song, That ‘small rivulet’ has turned a sea, That legacy is so strong And even those who ink not words, On your rostrum works, they stand Creating Gora, a Postmaster Lost in a dreamy land The n’orwester rains here everyday, These summers are not dry, For you’ve ensured there’...

Rains in the City

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  ‘Why do you love the rains so much?’ They often ask me this; A tropical sun comes back to mind - Of course, the rains bring bliss Home was a land once steamed with heat, Repose in the Arabian breeze, A crack of thunder thus brought joy And the nimbus clouds, some peace ‘They liberate you,’ I utter soft, My mind still in the past, I see the city from my thirteenth floor -  The rains have conquered fast Who then to stop the child inside? He scrambles to the street, The gulmohurs share his summer joy, The amaltas his heartbeat Sometimes the rains were an excuse even To skip work for a break, A cycling trip to the Kanheri Hills, Or the Necklace, or the Lake Or just lie down in the gardens green And watch the rains come down And the world could fade in the lullaby rains -  The men, the din, the town After the drenched clothes and the souls, At home, a cup of tea, To watch the last rains cool the earth, The porch, a book, and me Yes, I sieve the diamonds from the dirt, The m...