Curtainfall

 

It started as a very cold autumn’s day. But the clouds that froze the morning’s chill have cleared and the amber-gold of a gracious sun pour through the large living room windows.

I enjoy the comfort with a plate of hot poha – it is stale, a day old, but in the land of the blind…

There is also the hygge of a cup of cinnamon tea, the steam of the tawny brew almost looking magical and mystical.

It transports me to a very similar setting from long ago: December, peak Winter in Lucknow, almost 16 years now.

I was basking in the sun, similarly sunk into a chair, surrounded by beds of saffron marigolds, with a plate of piping hot food. Not food – rather manna, ambrosia or whatever the Gods have. That day, the elixir was surprisingly ordinary – rice, not even Basmati, perfectly soft chana dal, okra and aloo. What felt divine was perhaps the setting, the serenity and the sojourners around you.

There were friends all around you – a privilege that makes sense only with time – and like myself, they were all quiet.

They were fellow travellers, all beleaguered from three months of semi-backpacking across Europe, with so much to take in that our senses were inundated to the point of being numb. Now back home in the cocoon of campus cosiness, the quietude was reflective, and not at all melancholic.

No one spoke a word, but also, no one hurried. There was no rush, everyone enjoying every morsel, each arousing thousands of fragmented memories.

But the deluge – of taste and tale - was so much, no one bothered to speak a word.

And yet, there was so much to think about…

I bit into a hot crispy fritter that immediately opened floodgates.

Beacoup spending an extravagant 10 euros for a couple of Samosas at the base of Mt. Titlis. Because we had had enough of sourdough bread and fries…

Myself going hungry for an entire half day because the sandwich at Lisbon had raw sardines in it...

Or us both making onion fritters till 2 am before starting in the dawn as they were both the most affordable and palatable food we could carry...

The salvation for the vegetarian folks in the small Mediterranean café near Notre Dame selling crispy falafel roll.

One spoonful of hot rice and the first night in our stay came back – extra boiled starchy rice with burnt dal was the culinary initiation to our stay….

That most dinners thereafter became incrementally improving rice and dal but which would be accepted as good enough amongst a group of friends, none of whom knew cooking, but had immense patience and temperance to see the best in unforeseen times…

As for really tasty cuisine, were there any memories? I thought as I dug into the spicy curry.

Of course! the aubergine fries and tender tandoori chicken in a remote restaurant on a rainy day in Etretat; shawarma rolls dripping in chicken grease and salt at that railway station in Munich making it my most preferred stopover in the entire continent; grilled souvlaki in roadside Athens, hot crispy fries sold at the university canteen by the ‘Maghrebi Kalua’ as Nishant would call him; McDonald’s cheeseburgers (What an equalizer for presidents and penny-pinchers!) – and when everything failed, the chocolate Sondey biscuits that we carried all over Europe with ourselves as the ration of last resort…

Back in Lucknow, I went back to the canteen, loaded my plate with extra paneer, fritters and salad, and came back to my throne in the late afternoon sun, feeling like a king.

You could see everyone else having the same invisible smile and similar thoughts.

As I sat down slurping the dal, Nishant finally spoke what was in everyone’s minds: ‘Isn’t it feeling so good just to sit here and enjoy this meal?’

There was no dissonance. Bit by bit, the comments and stories started pouring in, anchored in the comfort of a winter’s lunch - modern day Bedouins at an oasis, sharing stories of near and afar.

‘Do you remember that conversation in Marseille explaining we don’t need fish or chicken?’

‘What about the ice cream pricing indexation across EU?’

‘Snails, who eats snails? That too, with shells separately, so you can stuff them with cheese?’

‘Was the Absinthe worth it?’

Preeti talked about places they had been to in the far north.

Shipra talked about places she didn’t want to, for her voluntary exams (on hindsight, trading knowledge for wisdom?).

Daddu was still ruminating about the places we couldn’t go to – from Andalusia to the Arctic, Wales to Warsaw.

A quiet Prashant talked about his Sinterklaas festivities and stories he had gathered even without crossing the borders.

What a melange of colours!

The rest – me included – just soaked in these songs, enjoying that feeling of satisfaction, just in being there. Like the fireplace stories on a wintry night that feels so much cosier with the company.

In my writer’s mind, it was the perfect closing scene to months of travelling as a student. With empty pockets but infinite wanderlust. With classes to attend amidst travel, but also cohesion to divide and conquer among friends. With new experiences every single day, but also a yearning to return to the old…all closing the curtains with that winter’s meal.

Back to the present day. Tea and mystic steam have both been drunk to the lees.

A ping comes in a shared whatsapp chat.

In another part of the world, two friends meet across continents and talk of the same stories.

I smile, the curtains never closed, the story still goes on. Call it a Sufra in the Sahara, an Adda in Alipur, or just a luncheon in Lucknow….

16th May, 2026

 

 

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